Month: March 2022

I’ve been trying to figure out what to write for a little over a week now. Writers block is no joke. But after visiting with my best friend this past weekend and also getting to see my oldest friend and one of my daughters, it came to me. Something that people with BPD do is… Continue reading Aint no mountain high enough

   It’s raining and it’s my usual favorite type of day. The rain relaxes me and keeps me calm, even if it’s a thunderstorm. I also do some of my best sleeping during a thunderstorm. I’m thinking about my children today and my grandbabies. I miss them. I have moved two hours away from one and… Continue reading Rain

So I’m feeling a bit down today. The love of my life is still in the gray place. Not in the dark place which is good, but not in the white place either. And I know it’s just a symptom of  my BPD and I have to keep asking myself if this is real, but… Continue reading Borderline Love

So I’m watching Stella, the movie with Bette Midler. If you haven’t seen it, you should. And there is this whole scene where she has a baby and when she wakes up, the nurse asks her if she wants to see her baby. Stella is this hard type of woman who grew up on the… Continue reading Stella, motherhood, and BPD